Leslie Wilson is the author of two novels for adults and two for young adults. Last Train from Kummersdorf was shortlisted for the Guardian Children's Fiction Prize and the Branford Boase Award; Saving Rafael was nominated for the Carnegie Medal and Highly Commended for the Southern Schools Book Award. Both deal with Nazi Germany. Leslie Wilson is half German, was brought up bilingual, and has spent considerable amounts of time in Germany. She is currently working on a novel for adults, set in the very early nineteenth century.
‘When Sandra had gone to bed the night before the one single thought in her head had been how to find a husband, but she woke up as a pear. Maybe a bear. She felt comfy in her new pelt, coiled power in her shoulders, keen sense of smell. The milk in her fridge was on the turn and she binned it but there was a block of cheese at the back and she gulped that down in one. Then she threw open the front door and shambled off to work, people scattering neatly aside as she went, cars slowing up or pulling over. She didn't miss having a waistline.’
A woman called Beth gets back together with her one-time boyfriend, who’s now the lead singer in a band – and earns the hatred of the fans and the other band members. You expect disaster, but the story changes gear and Beth wins, at least for the present, as the band travels on in their bus. ‘Beth can charm the birds from the air, stars from the dawn and she watches the world drift by the bus window, stroking his hair as he dozes in her lap. She can put the whole world to sleep if she wants to.’ Enigmatic; who is Beth, anyway? Is she a woman or a goddess?
People are shut up in institutions, prisons, and yet perhaps they are their own gaolers. When they turn away from the occupations they use to while away the time - building three-metre high models of Stamford Bridge from used matchsticks, making little pyrotechnic displays with the phosphorus scraped off boxloads of matches, the staff are gone. ‘I open the windows and the dining hall floods with song.'
Reading the book is like walking round an exhibition of paintings. You fall into the world of one, then you move on to be entranced by the next, and some of the stories continue intermittently throughout the book; the story of the maidservant who saves a young prince from enemy forces; a common soldier who rescues a duchess in a time of internecine chaos (arrogant, unappreciative, she’s not an easy person to befriend). The longest of these stories is that of Helen, a maidservant who falls in love with and marries her employer’s artist son when he comes back from prisoner of war camp in Germany after the First World War. Their lives, and those of their children, continue into the Second World War, and I for one would have loved to go on reading about them. Perhaps Sawers will write about them again: I certainly hope so. Not hearing more about them was my one disappointment in the book.
Sawers’s themes throughout are loneliness, the difficulty of communication, of knowing another person; love and suspicion, betrayals and reconciliation, with a good dollop of existential angst. He gets under your skin, finds the uncertainties of the early morning and the times you wake up at two a.m and you’re not quite sure who you are. And it’s hauntingly, evocatively written. ‘The ferny tramp of horses’ feet’; yes, you think, that is what they sound like on turf. ‘High grey clouds scudding across a granite-pink evening sky; gulls flooding by, clamouring in the dusk.’ ‘Silence is a spirit, a grain, a texture, silver in your soft eyes.’
It’s a book to immerse yourself in, letting go of expectations, to pick up again and again.























